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||[Apr. 12th, 2006|06:51 pm]
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|||||"Red River Valley" -Woodie Guthrie||]|
Do you know what sucks? Feelings. I know, I'm the first person that has ever thought that in the history of humankind.
But it's true. I wish I could simply turn them right off right now. Just flip a switch and go completely numb. I was able to do it earlier in the year, and though I don't like what (in)action it led me to, it really (for lack of a better term) felt a hell of a lot better than right now. Like, I could actually be completely listless, and I think I could safetly say that would be an improvement. Yes, I believe I could go for a bit of numbness right about now. It would probably help somewhat with school and work. Hell, it would make getting through the day much easier. Feeling is becoming more and more tedious, and I need a break from it. It's not inspiring me, it's just wearing at my nerves and draining my energy. Maybe I don't smoke enough weed.
But I'm no good at personal posts, and hate coming off as emo, so I'll leave it at that. That wasn't too overwrought, was it?.. maybe you shouldn't answer that.